Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Bukan Doa Kamu Yang Makbul Sebenarnya


Seriously, I have no idea who is the original writer of this piece. I received this in my email from a business partner, Syanor. I am sharing it with all coz I find the piece beautiful. A piece that force me to self-reflect. Ya Allah, thank you for your reminder. And thank you those who prayed and doa for me and family.


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Bercakap fasal doa, saya teringat satu kisah yang sangat-sangat memberikan kesan dalam kehidupan saya. Guru-guru saya di sekolah, semenjak sekolah rendah, sangat menerapkan doa. Jadi, saya sudah dibiasakan dengan Solat Hajat, Solat Dhuha, Qiamullail, waktu-waktu doa yang mustajab seperti ketika hujan dan sebagainya agar saya rajin berdoa, dan agar doa saya makbul. Jadi, bila Allah anugerahkan saya kejayaan, saya sentiasa rasa, itu sebab saya doa den
gan bersungguh-sungguh. Namun satu cerita mengubah persepsi saya.

Cerita yang saya dengar itu begini:


Kisah berkenaan seorang abang dan seorang adik. Kedua-duanya adalah anak yatim lagi miskin. Mereka tinggal di rumah pusaka tinggalan ibu bapa mereka. Kedua ibu bapa mereka adalah hamba ALLAH yang soleh. Kedua-dua anak dididik untuk bergantung harap dengan Allah SWT.

Si abang, saban hari berdoa agar ALLAH mengubah nasib hidupnya. Dia meminta kepada ALLAH agar dipertemukan dengan isteri yang cantik lagi kaya. Dia meminta kepada ALLAH agar dirinya kaya raya.

Si Adik pula, seorang yang buta huruf. Tidak seperti abangnya, dia membaca doa pun dengan melihat kertas. Sebelum bapanya mati, dia pernah meminta bapanya menulis sesuatu di atas kertas, dan kertas itu sering dipegangnya setiap kali berdoa.

Akhirnya, Allah mempertemukan seorang perempuan yang cantik lagi kaya dengannya. Perempuan itu jatuh hati kepadanya, lantas berkahwin. Si Abang seperti mendapat durian runtuh dan kehidupannya terus berubah. Dia keluar dari rumah pusaka, dan meninggalkan adiknya.

Si Abang akhirnya kaya raya, malah terus kaya apabila dia memasuki medan bisnes. Dia sudah mula alpa dengan ALLAH, melewat-lewatkan solah, jarang membaca Al-Quran, tapi tidak pernah lalai untuk meminta kekayaan daripada ALLAH. Kalau masuk dalam bab perniagaan, kekayaan dunia, maka berbondong-bondong doanya kepada ALLAH. Dan ajaibnya, Allah beri apa yang dia minta. Si abang rasa dia istimewa.

Si adik pula, hidupnya tidak berubah. Dia masih seorang sederhana, dengan kelemahannya sebagai seorang buta huruf, dia hannya mendapat kerjaya sederhana, terus menjaga rumah pusaka. Si adik, juga rajin berdoa. Si abang tahu, si adik rajin berdoa. Tapi Si Abang melihat, hidup adiknya tidak berubah-ubah.

Lantas satu hari, ketika Si Abang menziarahi adiknya, Si Abang berkata dengan sombong:
“Kau kena berdoa kuat lagi. Tengok aku, berdoa je ALLAH makbulkan. Kau ni tak cukup hampir dengan Allah ni. Berdoa pun masih tengok-tengok kertas. Tak cukup hebat.”

Si Adik tersenyum sahaja. Suka abangnya menegur kerana padanya, teguran abang amat bermakna. Si Adik terus hidup sederhana, di dalam rumah pusaka, dengan doa melihat kertas saban hari, dan kehidupannya tetap tidak berubah. Tidak menjadi kaya seperti abang.

Satu hari, Si Adik meninggal dunia. Ketika Si Abang mengemas-kemas rumah pusaka, dia berjumpa satu kertas. Kertas itu adalah kertas yang adiknya sering pegang ketika berdoa.

Si Abang menangis teresak-esak apabila membaca kertas kecil itu.
Kertas itu tertulis: “ Ya Allah, makbulkan lah segala doa abang aku”
MasyaALLAH…

Si Abang mula membandingkan dirinya dengan adiknya. Adiknya kekal taat kepada ALLAH dan tidak meringan-ringankan urusannya dengan ALLAH SWT. Adiknya, sedikit pun tidak meminta dunia kepada ALLAH, malah tidak meminta apa-apa untuk dirinya. Tetapi adiknya meminta agar segala doa Si Abang dimakbulkan. Si Abang, tidak pernah sedikit pun mendoakan Si Adik. Si Abang mula nampak, rupanya, bukan doa dia yang makbul. Tetapi doa adiknya telah diterima oleh ALLAH SWT, lantas segala doanya menjadi makbul.

Cerita ini meruntun hati saya, dan buat saya sentiasa berfikir panjang.
Kadang-kadang kita, bila Allah realisasikan hajat kita, kita suka mengimbau usaha-usaha kita.
  • "Aku buat beginilah yang jadi begini"
  • "Doa aku makbul seh!"
  • "Aku ni memang Allah sayang. Tengok, semua benda Allah bagi. Aku minta je pun."
Tanpa sedar kita bongkak. Takabbur.

Sedangkan, kita tak tahu, mungkin yang makbul itu adalah doa ibu bapa kita, doa adik beradik kita, doa sahabat-sahabat kita.
Bukannya doa kita.


Cerita itu sangat menyentuh hati saya. Membuatkan setiap kali saya berdoa, saya tidak lupa mendoakan ibu bapa saya, guru-guru saya, keluarga saya, adik beradik saya, sahabat-sahabat karib saya, yang teramat akrab saya sebutkan namanya agar lebih merasai bahawa saya memerlukan mereka mendoakan saya juga.



Kita ini banyak dosa. Banyak hijab.
Mungkin doa orang lain yang lebih bersih hatinya, lebih suci jiwanya yang makbul, menyebabkan rahmat Allah tumpah pada diri kita. Sebab itu jangan berlagak. Jangan tinggi diri. Jangan rasa doa kitalah yang makbul. Pulangkan semuanya kepada Allah. Doa itu sebahagian daripada usaha sahaja sebenarnya. Dan jangan rasa segan nak minta orang lain doakan kita.


Sunday, July 10, 2011

Saturday 9th July - Birthday party without the birthday gals...


Woke up quite late that day. I guess... age must be catching up on me. Lately... bestnya if dapat extra beauty sleep. Funny part... I woke up sekejap almost at the end of Subuh, passed Azim to Bibik, solat and sambung tidur with Adam and Alya for another hour or so. :)

Once awake, I spent 20 minutes to whipped up my caramel pudding while my kids were being fed. Promised to bring something to my Shoppers Tegar birthday bash for Merl and Ramona. Usaha gigih, must buat juga. Seriously, I tak rasa the pudding. Have to ask my Tegar friends. Tak sempat amik picture pon. :)

Around 9am my Bibik went off to pasar. Hem cuak gak ada tak BERSIH kat area pasar TTDI. If Bibik kena cekup ke apa, naye. Siapa nak jaga my kids? Anyway, I managed to spend quality time with my babies - handsome boy Adam Syahmi, pretty girl Alya Firzanah and cute baby Azim Danish (7 kg you all).


Adam and Alya... My darlings...


Me and Azim Danish... Anak Mummy yang tembam...


Bibik balik from pasar and cook for the kids. Yup menu dah determined by Adam and Alya. Lala, the shellfish and not my 2nd sister ye, tumis with sos tiram and daun coriander plus sup ketam. Hubby tahu sure bising coz asyik makan macam restaurant food je ni. Takpa la we are not the type yang eat out so why not prepare good food for the kids right?

I took that opportunity to mandi and bersiap. Once the kids are asleep for their afternoon nap, I pon keluar. Oh no. Lift mati la plak... Huhhhuuu....

To cut things short, managed to reach KJ around 1pm. Perut lapar giler. In the car keep on terbayang Ramona's spaghetti carbonara and Kak Letty's laksa pulas.... Sorry shoppers if I seemed like orang kebulur time tu.. memang lapar giler... GREAT FOOD. VERY DELICIOUS LAKSA, CAKES and PAVLOVA. Best of all GREAT COMPANY. Worth every calories yang masuk badan... hihhiii...



Shoppers Tegar - Kak Letty, Kak Zakiah, Kak Bai, me, Zan, Kak Chik, Kak Fini, anak Kak Fini (sorry tak tanya nama) and Kak Mas. Najwa is the camera woman. Sorry dear takda your pic.


Highlight if the day - PAVLOVA... Yummy...


All the cakes that we had - Pavlova, marbled cheese cake and carrot cake courtesy of Chef Zan and Chef Daniel, cheese cake from Secret Recipe from Kak Fini and hemmm siapa bawa popia goreng you all? I makan je lupa tanya...


Me at the best place in the house... hehhe depan food in the kitchen fully prepared by Chef Letty... This one if tak silap the 5th place I duduk makan. Nasib baik dah kahwin or else kahwin 5 kali? hehehhe


I dedicate this entry to Merl and Ramona...

Happy Belated Birthday ladies...

May Allah bless you always...

Thursday, June 16, 2011

All the kgs that I had and still have....


Somehow last week when I tried on my clothes prior to my pregnancy and I can fit them, suddenly there’s an urge for me to reflect my weight journey.(I am sure some of you might say this is part of my PB promo, tapi after my deliveries memang I ada weight issues and low metabolic rate. I am just sharing my case la. Dulu kala masa kat Aussie I loss weight pon after a year of hard work and crazy diet. Seriously that time I ate veggie only and lots of aerobics.)


Me in 1994. Giler gomox. I am the one in front wearing blue t-shirt.


Me in 1995. Baru sampai Australia and winter time some more. Makan chocolate tak ingat dunia.

Album kena cari you all... Mana ntah simpan. Memang hodoh la.


Me in 1996. My birthday celebration and I was so huge. Banyak betul spare tyres and frustrated tak muat my clothes.

Album kena cari you all... Mana ntah simpan. Memang hodoh la.


Me in mid 1997. Dah start loosing weight. Hard work and lots of empty stomach time.


Me in late 1997. This was taken on a trip to Gold Coast. I came back to Malaysia thereafter for a holiday with new look. My family was really surprised.


Me in 2006. On my engagement day. As slim as my hubby tu.


Me in 2007. Huh tak sangka 10 years I can maintain my weight to be below 60kg. Huhhuu I miss that time la.


Me in 2008. After gave birth to Adam, I managed to reduced my weight to lowest at 64kg before I became pregnant with Alya.


Me in 2009. After I gave birth to Alya my weight ballooned to 75kg. That’s it. Lowest was at 70kg. Tengok the arm and the thigh. Huge...


Me in 2010. Yohoo during early pregnancy of Azim. What huge thighs. Segannya.


Me in 2011. After gave birth to Azim and tlc from Mum during berpantang. Few days of wearing PB.


Me in 2011. After 2 weeks of wearing PB, I managed to reduce my weight to 66 or 67kg. Still long way to go back to my 57kg but will usaha for it. Need to fit my baju nikah and sanding.

Wish me luck all!!!!!

Monday, June 13, 2011

Layan anak-anak


My Adam is now of the age yang tengah giler Transformer and Ultraman. We took him and my pretty Alya to the Curve two weeks ago coz ada promotion on Transformer's merchandise.


I was the one yang beriya suruh hubby bawa the kids to the Curve. Sampai sana Adam dah sibuk nak beli Bumblebee and Optimus Prime (abis dia promote to Tok Mama and Tok Papa of his intent. Oh ye that is the day we came back from BP. Punya semangat, noon sampai KL terus kerah hubby bawa pi the Curve). Well of course banyak Bumblebee and Optimus Prime but harga? Ya Allah, mahalnya coz Adam nak yang big one. He even dah usung one Bumblebee priced at RM200+. My hubby try pujuk beli yang priced at RM50+ but he insisted on buying the big one je. End up, Mr Hubby told him since Mummy is the one yang nak bawa Adam, suruh la Mummy bayar. Sabar je.

Mummy bukan kedekut ye but then beli macam tak berbaloi coz he is too young to appreciate that expensive item (ye la my iPad2 dah abis sompek after 3 days of purchase coz dia dah jatuhkan berkali. From tangga lagi tu). On the spot idea, "Adam nak Transformer ke you want baju Ultraman?". Guess mana superhero yang menang?


Huhhuuhhh Ultraman. Selamat duit I. End up belikan dia a pair of baju Ultraman priced at RM15 je.


Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Momento from TIGS


I was cleaning my handbag and look at what I found.


Ohhhooooo... Actually my dad found it and gave it to me last weekend. For those who are not familiar with the history of the precious item, the name tag was used when I was in form 5. Let me see, dah 18 years la. Ok you all ex-TIGS girls, help me complete the list of prefects at that time.

Head Girl - mua
Assistant Head Girl- Jamuna
Secretary - Azlyn Azwa
Treasurer - Krishnalatha
AJK Discipline - ???
AJK Kebersihan - ???

Who else and what other positions ye? And where are you guys?

Monday, June 6, 2011

Gaya punya pasal


Well, attended a meeting with Khazanah from 4pm till 6pm tadi. Since our boss gave us (me and my collegue) a ride to Menara UEM, I decided to put on my new 7 for all mankind high heel. Gaya mesti ada.



BAD DECISION!!!!!! SILAP BESAR!!!!!

Yup, I had one very comfortable ride in my boss's 5 series but then I had to suffer walking from the meeting location to KL Central (jauh tu since Mercu UEAM is the building fartest from KL Central kat area tu) and from Kerinchi LRT station back to Menara TM.. Huhhhuuu.. Balik office check the height of the shoes... Yohooo... I must be crazy la.... (check the pic below) My dear kasut, I can only wear you in the office la in future. Paling jauh pun will be from my cubicle to the meeting room.



Sunday, June 5, 2011

1st day at work

Officially, today is my first day back in the corporate world... Huhuhhhh... Almost cried when I left my house this morning. My babies... Adam was so understanding - "Mummy work ye". Alya was shouting "Nak Mummy". Azim innocently tried to sleep. Hem Mummy has to work la coz we need the money.

Ya Allah, my prayers and doa for my business to thrive and bloom so I can have more time with my kids and the extra cash (eventually financial freedom) too. Amin....

Alhamdulillah, I am back to my pre-Azim's weight. In fact slimmer la. Thanks to my mum's TLC (tender loving care) while berpantang and thanks to my Premium Beautiful (PB) as well.

By the way, came back from BP yesterday. I had to drive coz hubby outstation. That's it!!! No more long distance driving for me if I can help it. With 3 kids aged below 3 years old in the car, I became so stressed out coz I can't press the gas pedal to the fullest.. hihhiii... Sayang nyawa anak-anak. If I am on my own sure lupa dunia.


Anyway, my kids enjoyed the trip. Adam cried when we started our journey back to KL. He really loves his Tok Mama and Tok Papa's house. We went to BP to attend a wedding hosted by my next door neighbour. Met few schoolmates as well coz the bride's sister is a friend of mine. (Niza Baharaldin, bukan ke kita plan nak jumpa? Where r u?)


Business promotion time!!!!
Thanks to my PB, I can fit the kebaya that I wore back in 2008 for my sis's wedding. Huhhuuuhhh.. Next aim will be to fit in my wedding attire. Psssttt my PB dah makin longgar ni. Kena change size...

JOM BUAT BIZ SAMA-SAMA AND BUAT DUIT SAMA-SAMA


Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Oh my... How time flies

OMG I just realised that my last post was ages ago. Hem need to be active again.

NEWS!!!
I delivered my third baby on 25th March 2011. Yes my third already. Very productive eh? Hem trying to finish our 3 children quota before I am 35. However, now hubby seems like he has amnesia about the quota HE sets. More kids... Oh no. Do I have the energy and time?

Catch up time...
Will be back in the office next week. I am in Group Strategy now. Yup still in TM. :)

What's new??
I STARTED MY OWN BUSINESS....
Hem very sudden decision. Well I was supposed to be back in the office on the 24th of May but then I had this panic attack to be in the corporate world again after 2 months of domestic bliss. I wish I have more time with my babies. (Mommies out there you will understand me rite?) Considering I have 38 days of unused annual leave I decided to extend my leave for 2 more weeks and set up my business during that time... Alhamdulillah so far so good. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Need to work for it la. WISH ME LUCK!!!!

Friday, June 19, 2009

Am I on the right track?

Three posting letters within one and half years. Hem must be something wrong with me sampai asyik tukar Division or I am doing something right till I am in demand? Guess need to asked my bosses on that.

After my tough time in my previous Division (right after I delivered Adam if you all remember my earlier post), I got an offer to join Programme Management Office (PMO). My official transfer took effect 1st November 2008. The new scope of work is very project based and focused to a specific area for improvement. A real breather for me. My life was really hay wire before that but in the new Division, although structure wise I am reporting to one VP and function wise I have two bosses, my VP as well as my Workstream Leader, I still enjoyed my short tenure there. All of us worked smart so my working life returned to the normal 8.30am till 5.30pm. Latest by 7pm you can bet that I was already at TTDI enjoying my time with Adam. Based on the change in environment and its impact to my life, I truly believe that work environment do have big impact on you. Those who have ever taken Organisational Behaviour class, whatever they teach you is true.

In April 2009, I got another transfer letter. My Workstream in PMO has been officially closed in late March. I was assigned for another project but at the same time I was given another offer from another PMO office – HSBB PMO. Based on the potential exposure for me and better knowledge to be gained in th e HSBB PMO, my VP agreed to let me go. I moved to HSBB PMO in April. I have to admit that there are lots of thing to be learned in the new Division. Deadlines and commitment made for the project launch is key to our deliverables. Nevertheless, although the job is demanding and really challenging, again the working environment (leaders, colleague, time etc.) make me love my new job. I have two cool staff to assist me and I am still looking for my third assistant before I started my maternity leave.

All in all, my working life has improved for the better (I hope...) Pray to Allah my rezeki (my pay check to be exact) will improved as well. Three AGM positions in the last one and half years yet I am yet to receive AGM salary.. hahahah... Takpa la sure ada ganjaran nanti. Interview for promotion dah pi tinggal tunggu jawapan je. Doakan dapat. Amin.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Alhamdulillah

I have not one but two gorgeous and intelligent kids.
I have one not so romantic (but improving) hubby who is definitely loving in his own way.
I have very supportive and caring parents.
I have lots of understanding and superb siblings, in laws, nephews and nieces.
I have loads of fun loving friends.
I have a career that I love.
I have so many other things that make me conclude…
I am truly blessed.
SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Adam's Bday Party - Adam's Story

Tok Papa and Tok Mama came to KL on the 16th nak fetch my Mummy In's domestic helper. So since they will drop by to visit me, Mummy and Ayah decided to have a Bday Party for me. I am a stay-at-home baby so Mummy and Ayah tot this will be good time for me to socialise. (as if I am not friendly enough)


Mummy took a day leave on the 16th Jan (eh Mummy said sorry coz seriously dah lama dia tak update about work. Baru satu je rasanya. Next post will be about office life.) Preparation day. As soon as Ayah off to office, Mummy, Bibik and me naik kereta and off to Pasar TTDI. Ingatkan Friday tak ramai orang but the market is quite full that day. All the stall owners yang Mummy biasa pergi heran why Mummy shop on Friday and extra banyak pulak tu? Hehehe because of me Mummy sanggup amik cuti.


On our way back from pasar, Mummy singgah Baiti's for breakfast. Hem sure Mummy tahu kalau balik sure tak makan ni. Kesian nanti Bibik lapar plak.


Hheehh as usual although sejam lebih skit je kat pasar but my tummy dah lapar macam setahun tak makan. Balik rumah dah 11 lebih skit. Mummy shower, Bibik feed me and kemas barang dapur. Hem Mummy's boy memang tak pandai tidur lama. 12 plus je Adam dah bangun. Again my tummy minta makan. Siap je Adam makan, Mummy told Bibik tak payah masak or kemas rumah, jom pi Tesco sambung beli barang for Party.


From 1 till 3 plus we shopped at Tesco. Nuggets, drummets, cordials, mineral water etc. Mummy ni macam nak beli satu pasar. Nak balik Mummy singgah Chicken Rice Shop beli lunch for Mummy and Bibik. Nak makan dah tak sempat coz my tummy dah hungry. Mummy and Bibik said that my muncung dah sedepa. Besides, Ayah dah call nak ambil pi Gynea appointment. Macam race juga la Mummy. Dalam kereta Adam dah livid. Saja je throw tantrum and mengamuk pasal dah lapar. Teruk la Mummy and Bibik ni. Kenapa tak bawa food lebih? Tapi baru je 2 jam lebih dah lapar again padahal baru je Bibik bagi makan bubur nasi before we left for Tesco. heheheh


Sampai je rumah Mummy suruh Bibik and Adam naik dulu. Bibik sampai pening mana pintu rumah coz Adam tak boleh diam dah. Kesian Mummy bawa barang dalam 2 trolley tolak sorang je. Masa Mummy sampai Adam tengah susu. Bibik dah bagi makan pun. Cepatkan sebab rasanya paling lama pon kalau tak silap baru 15 minutes Mummy turunkan kat lobby. Adam senyum manis kat Mummy. Hopefully Mummy tak ingat tadi Adam marah2.


Mummy terus ganti skirt and off we go to Klinik Dr Hamid with Ayah. Tadi Adam mengantuk but nampak Ayah terus segar. But then kena berlakon dulu la. So Adam duduk atas lap Ayah konon2 Adam nak tido. Jadi Ayah kesian nak pass Adam kat Mummy. Sampai klinik malas dah nak berlakon. Adam tegur and senyum kat semua orang. Dah tak mengantuk dah. Perut pon dah kenyang.


Time Mummy jumpa Dato' Dr Hamid, Adam dah memang 100% alert. Adam minta Dr dukung. Ohh ni la Dr yang dulu sambut Adam keluar dari perut Mummy. Jadi Adam terus senyum sana senyum sini biar Dr kata Adam good baby. Bila Mummy buat ultrasound, Adam nampak Adik and Adam lambai baby. Tapi baby buat dek je. Boring la. Ayah and Mummy plak requested for the Dr to confirm the gender. Lamanya Dr cari pasal Adik tak mau diam. Tengah Dr pusing nak cari position Adam dah restless. Hem Ayah kena bawa Adam keluar la gamaknya. Then Dr confirm, adik Adam will be a girl. Hem Mummy terus decided nak namakan and call the baby Iris. :) Hahah Ayah nak nama Melayu tapi Mummy kata takpa la 2nd name still ada kan? Nanti dah nak bersalin baru fikir. Mummy kata Adam dulu pun macam tu. Tau je boy, Mummy terus borak and panggil Adam masa dalam perut. Dah nak bersalin baru Ayah pilih nama Syahmi.


Malam tu Tok Mama and Tok Papa sampai with Bibik Wiwik and Nek Moi. Bestnya rumah Adam ramai orang. Adam tak mahu tidur but Mummy suruh tidur jugak. Takpa biar Adam menangis dulu. Biar semua orang tahu Adam kena paksa. Tapi Adam dah sleepy la.... Zzzzzzzz


17th morning lepas breakfast, Mummy and Tok Papa keluar ambil trolley and goodies bags from office. Mummy cakap jangan naughty sebab Mummy nak singgah TMC beli ice and few other barang. Tapi Adam mengantuk so Adam tidur je time Mummy and Tok Papa keluar. Mummy sempat pi Party Shop cari pump baloon. Bibik pulak dari pagi dah start memasak for lunch and soto.


Almost 1, Mummy turun. Mummy kata meja dah sampai. Ayah pun turun ke pool siapkan sound system. Kang senyap boring plak. Tapi Adam duduk rumah dengan Tok Mama and Tok Papa.


4 pm semua orang still menyiapkan last minute prep. Masa Aunty Mar and Aunty Farah sampai hehehe Mummy still tak abis siap lagi. 4.30pm belum ramai orang. Ayah Uda Adam and family dah arrived. Alamak kesiannya takda orang ke ek? Tapi Alhamdulillah lepas tu ramai tetamu Adam. Adam pon happy la tengok ramai yang ada. Socialising time!!! Mummy bawa Adam jumpa kawan-kawan Mummy. Adam ada ramai kawan. Adam jalan-jalan kat party tapi Mummy, Ayah, Tok Mama and Tok Papa and semua orang asyik perhati Adam je. Nak pergi pool pun susah. :(









Mummy Jej belikan Adam cake besar. Bentuk Car. Cantik. Tapi Ayah dengan Mummy suruh Adam potong the cake. Sayangnya. Mummy kan dah belikan cuppies nape nak potong cake?




Mummy Jej ada plan games. Kak Izzati pun dah siap wrapkan all the present tapi since kawan2 Adam dah masuk pool so tak main games but Mummy bagi the presents to all yang dah nak balik.


Adam pun main in the pool with friends. Adam ada pelampung car yang sangat besar. Mummy Jej belikan dulu time pi Famosa. Masa tu Adam tak sihat so cannot swim. Uncle Syed tolong tiupkan the pelampung. Adam enjoy main air dalam pool but bila Adam try nak rasa air pool (Adam tepuk air and jilat) semua orang cakap "out you go" kat Adam. Kenapa ek?





Adam had a wonderful Birthday Party. Sedih when all friends dah balik. Tak apa nanti CNY Mummy kata Adam balik BP. Uncle Mal pun plan nak buat BBQ. Jadi Adam can play with Abang Asyraf and Kak Icha la time tu.


Malam Adam penat sangat. Adam buka dulu all prezzie. Banyaknya prezzie Adam. Lepas tu Mummy tidurkan Adam, Ayah peluk Adam sambil baca paper. Nite all... Zzzzzzz























































Sunday, January 11, 2009

Adam - 1st Bday


Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday Adam Syahmi,
Happy Birthday to you.

Yup my baby dah a year today. Sekejap je. If we sang birthday song to him he will make his malu-malu face as per pic below. A year today and he can walk already. With Ayah dia suka lawan berleter. With Mummy normally he is more mild mannered.










Hem, my baby dah one today. Big boy already. His 1st Birthday present was from my Bi's boss... Heheh jangan salah faham, we all dah beli prezzie for him but we want to keep them till party day. No gambar Adam and Ayah tgh belek his 1st Bday prezzie.





Bi and I kerja harini but we all dah bawa dia ke Aquaria semlm and will celebrate his Birthday with family and friends next Saturday. How's our visit to Aquaria? At first Adam was quite excited with all the fishes but then bila dia teringat his food and nap time hem muncung panjang sedepa. Boleh gantung hanger rasanya.




Lately Adam sleep makin lewat. Yesterday he's still his usual bubbly self at 11pm. Alamak Mummy dah sakit kepala. My normal time dalam 10pm dah mengantuk. Then I masuk tidur with Adam. Adam malam mengempeng (bahasa jawa kot ni. Comfort breastfeeding). Mummy dah takda milk at this stage coz of my pregnancy.

Last nite Adam buat hal. When we tried to coax him to sleep, dia try his new teeth (baru 2 je) and gigit Mummy. Bila I tak nak bagi, dia buat action as if nak tido but then once I bagi my breast, dia gigit dgn jayanya. He really tot that I was playing with him and gave me cheeky smile. 3rd or 4th attempt memang I dah tak boleh tahan. Lepas dia gigit terus masuk toilet menangis. Sakit ooo. Tak sampai hati nak cry in front of him. Ye lah budak belum setahun bukan faham pun. Bila Adam tengok Mummy takda dia menangis beriya baru realised that I was not joking and seriously hurt kot. I think he can sense it coz dia sedih betul masa I left our bed to comfort myself.

Buka pintu bilik Ayah tgh pujuk Adam but dia menangis beriya siap tears lagi. I kuatkan semangat juga try feed him again from the other side (which is dah sore sebab dia dah try his teeth the day before). This time maybe he knew that I am serious so dia suck proper and tak bite lagi. Tak sampai seminit rasanya dia terus tido. Maybe dia tunggu his Birthday (12.08am) but seriously I dah tak tahan. Nak kerja lagi harini sape sanggup berjaga?

Question:

1. I plan nak continue breastfeed Adam when I deliver my second baby. Any experience and suggestion? I tak sampai hati nak 'sapih' at this stage.

2. Collostrum keluar bila ek? If I let Adam continue with his comfort sucking will my 2nd baby get her share of collustrom? (hehehe I guna female reference coz during my last visit Dr kata maybe girl. Our next visit this coming Friday - 16th hopefully can be sure by then coz I like to communicate with my baby guna nama. Adam dulu dari dalam perut memang I panggil dia Adam.)

3. Eh anyone pernah baca ke yang soya will make your boy 'gay'? Betul ke? I check internet ada 1 study only that was done in 2006. Adam suka makan tauhu fa but now I takut dah nak bagi. Help!!!!